fighting

Well girls, I just wanted to ask for prayers. I feel like the devil is pressed against me waging his warfare and the lord has pulled away a little to see will you fight for me and to my shame I'm so downcast that I'm letting the fear envelope me to the point of discouragement. I know inside that God can take it from me but feels like he wants me to fight, but i need his courage and strength to win so pray that God would give me courage to stand and wait for his deliverance. For I cannot walk alone pray for me, my prayers are for you.